"Huwag mong pangunahan." A friend would always remind me whenever I overthink things. Yesterday, I presented my paper on organizational change. I chose a topic that was simple but impactful for the hospital. I procrastinated the entire week, worrying that the panel might not like the topic because of its simplicity. But to my surprise, the feedback I received last night was overwhelmingly positive! The reactor said she loved my presentation, commended my delivery, and had no questions because it already contained all the details they were looking for. Huhu, thank You, Lord!
I am especially grateful to two of my classmates. We practiced the night before the actual presentation, giving each other comments and tips to help us feel more prepared and less pressured. We also practiced some technical aspects to avoid any delays during the actual presentation. Their support made a huge difference, and it felt good knowing we were all in this together.
The past few days have been a whirlwind. I had been so anxious, juggling the preparations for an upcoming CPD seminar, work tasks, and this paper. Yesterday was packed—I reported in the morning for execom, then went straight home after work to focus on my presentation. I was supposed to attend another meeting in the afternoon but decided I wasn’t available. Luckily, the others were busy too. Funny how, when I’m swamped with work stuff, organizational tasks, and school responsibilities, everything seems to pile up all at once. Sheesh. Hahaha!
Tomorrow, another week begins—another set of challenges. I guess I knew what I signed up for. I wanted challenges and growth, and here we are. It’s both exhilarating and daunting, but I’m learning to take it one step at a time, to trust the process, and to believe in myself.