It's weird how I'm doing okay naman then suddenly, a scene in the k-drama I was watching last night made me ugly cry. I'm not gonna tell you the title and specific details so I won't spoil the show for you.
Boy and girl made a deal and got married because they would both benefit from it but eventually fell head over heels for each other. But fate keeps getting in the way and being together would only end up getting the other hurt. It's fictional e. Basta. The guy, being scared that he might get the girl killed or hurt, left her. He once made a promise that whenever the girl called out his name, he would be there. When the guy said his goodbye and left (nakatalikod si ate girl at biglang bumitaw si bebe boy), girl tried to say his name a couple of times, hoping he would still be there. He was gone but he lit up all the lights to make sure bebe girl would be safe. They were both hurting and ate gurl was missing the guy so much. She could feel that the guy was still hovering around her and protecting her, while she also thought maybe she was just in denial and missing him. But damn she was right. ๐ญ He would suddenly appear and sleep right next to her the moment she falls asleep. Whenever she fell asleep on the couch, he would carry her to bed, which led her to think her alter ego did that ๐ and that she just couldn't remember because she was too drunk or tired.
So ayun na nga, because he was still watching over her like a God, he came to the rescue when someone tried to kill the girl and sacrificed his life. Ahhhhh shtttt nag ugly na naman ako and felt the hurt.
It felt good to cry and feel all the feels. Grabe the burst of emotions.
Okay so where's the music suggestion ha?
May pa story time para mas feel ninyo.
I've been avoiding heavy drama and senti music so I wouldn't feel sad and be reminded of things in the past that hurt me. Pero why supress my emotions and feelings? Keeping myself busy to bury these feels won't do me any good. So I decided to start listening to those songs again once in a while, hoping at some point, those songs won't affect my mood anymore.
1. Promise - Laufey
https://open.spotify.com/track/08PdFBcXzpkn1cWNgmKqhn?si=NMjceEScQUi3hZfOek6HBg
According to the singer-song writer, the song is about a long distance situationship. It was hard for her to cut-ties with the guy but she eventually did because she knew it wouldn't end well if she didn't.
"I made a promise
To distance myself
Took a flight, through aurora skies
Honestly, I didn't think about
How we didn't say goodbye
Just see you very soon
It hurts to be something
It's worse to be nothing with you, mmm
So I didn't call you
For sixteen long days
And I should get a cigarette
For so much restraint
No matter how long I resist temptation
I will always lose
It hurts to be something
It's worse to be nothing with you
I've done the math
There's no solution
We'll never last
Why can't I let go of this?
So I broke my promise
I called you last night
I shouldn't have, I wouldn't have
If it weren't for the sight of a boy
Who looked just like you
Standing out on Melrose Avenue
It hurts to be something
It's worse to be nothing with you, mmm
It hurts to be something
It's worse to be nothing with you"
Alam mo yung when you've both invested time, effort, etc. on each other as friends but unintentionally give mixed signals and then things get f**ked up? I think nadali nitong song na ito yun.
2. Rainy Days - V
https://open.spotify.com/track/54bg1e6ABcZfpU3yzwxnPf?si=sNCHsPP-RpWhYzFtFgtsVw
Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like
Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like
Starin' at my phone ๋ ๊นจ์์ง
Hopin' for your call lately
I've been on my own maybe
์ด์ ์ง๋ ์ผ์ ๋งจ๋
Time with you was so amazing
Haven't changed, it's still the same me
๋ฆ์์ง๋ง ์ฐ๋ฆฌ ๋ค์
Can we go back to that moment again? Yeah
Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like
Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like
Remember how I used to make you laugh the most
๋ด๊ฐ ์ด๋ฐ ๋ง ํ ์๊ฒฉ ์์ด๋
Let me make up for all the time we lost
We can start again, open all the doors
Don't tell me it's ovะตr, we can start it over
๋๋ ๋์ ๋ค ์ clover
Yะตah, I can feel your touch, I remember your kiss
๊ทธ ๋ง์ ์ํ ์ง and I miss you
Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like
Rainy days
I'm thinkin' 'bout you, what to say
Wish I knew how to find the way
Right back to you, on rainy days like
3. We Don't Talk Anymore - Charlie Puth
https://open.spotify.com/track/06KyNuuMOX1ROXRhj787tj?si=pzZR7L6oQTmq-mRUXZKatQ
This is the original version but if you wanna keep the senti vibe goin', here's a slowed + reverb version
https://open.spotify.com/track/2oBtTAjtGaO8KOw67MlTN0?si=BVv1JoPlT02uA0vQ3q91Mg
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
I just heard you found the one you've been looking
You've been looking for
I wish I would have known that wasn't me
'Cause even after all this time, I still wonder
Why I can't move on
Just the way you did so easily
Don't wanna know
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight
If he's holding onto you so tight
The way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame
That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
I just hope you're lying next to somebody
Who knows how to love you like me
There must be a good reason that you're gone
Every now and then I think you might want me to
Come show up at your door
But I'm just too afraid that I'll be wrong
Don't wanna know
If you're looking into her eyes
If she's holding onto you so tight
The way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame
That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
Like we used to do
Don't wanna know
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight
If he's giving it to you just right
The way I did before
I overdosed
Should've known your love was a game
Now I can't get you out of my brain
Oh, it's such a shame
That we don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't love anymore
What was all of it for?
Oh, we don't talk anymore
Like we used to do
We don't talk anymore (don't wanna know)
Kind of dress you're wearing tonight (oh)
If he's holding onto you so tight (oh)
The way I did before
We don't talk anymore (I overdosed)
Should've known your love was a game (oh)
Now I can't get you out of my brain (whoa)
Oh, it's such a shame
That we don't talk anymore
4. Let Me Know - Angus & Julia Stone
https://open.spotify.com/track/7h0VsTZfCgvv7UBdrgvvkj?si=7kTu-gAMSiOpO3FyE2yCPw
Do I stay, do I go?
Waiting for someone to let me know
'Cause that old town's got me blue
Hm, it's not so neat without you
Waiting for someone to walk up and let me know
Waiting for someone to walk up and let me know (where did you go?)
Waiting for someone to come up and let me know (do I stay or do I go?)
Waiting for someone, my friend (do I stay or do I go?)
Waiting for someone (do I stay or do I go?)
Do I stay or do I go? (waiting for someone, come on, let me know)
Stay (do I stay or do I go?) Do I go?
See the snow melt
See the snow melt cold in your hand
Ah where d'you land? Where did you go?
Hm, this tired old town is not so nะตat without you
Waiting for someone to walk up and let mะต know
(Do I stay or do I go?)
Waiting for someone to walk up and let me know (Where did you go?)
(Do I stay or do I go?)
Waiting for someone to come up and let me know
(Do I stay or do I go?)
(Waiting for someone) Walk up, walk up, my friend
Waiting for someone, come up, let me know
(Do I stay or do I go?) Do I stay? Do I go?
(Waiting for someone, come up, let me know)
Do I stay? Do I go?
Do I stay or do I go?
Waiting for someone, come up
(Waiting for someone to walk up and let me know) Do I stay? Do I go?
(Do I stay or do I go?)
Do I stay? Oh, do I go? (Do I stay or do I go?)
Waiting for someone, come up, let me know
(Do I stay or do I go?) Waiting for someone
(Do I stay or do I go?)
Do I stay? (Waiting for someone, come up, let me know)
Do I stay or do I go? (Waiting for someone)
(Waiting for someone, come up, let me know)
(Do I stay or do I go?)
Do I stay? (Do I stay or do I go?) Oh, gonna walk up, my friend
5. When Was That - Angus & Julia Stone
https://open.spotify.com/track/6jnlKJHNfDXuriiTQAERWz?si=UY7emUqdTaehG-9boEM7Tg
I wonder if I am dreaming
Everything feels so strange now
Under this old town's sky
I wonder if there's still meaning
In all the things I'm feeling
Should I say goodbye?
Take me back to when things were easier
Take me back to a place that feels like home
When was that?
I wonder if you can hear me
Wonder if you can feel my heart
Beating now
I wonder if I'll be okay
Wonder if things will keep on changing
Will I fall down?
Take me back to when things were easier
Take me back to a place where I belong
Take me back to a place that feels like home
When was that?
That's it for tonight! Nawa'y hindi ako mag ugly cry later as I watch the "Finale" of the K-drama mentioned earlier. Saktong hikbi lang.
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